For that's what it's like for me. I'm a movie actor without a camera and a precise script. I Immerse myself completely in my selfchosen role. But I do act. Nothing to do with a supposed real self. Some find the experience relaxing and therefore assume it's a more natural state for them.It isn't. Relaxation comes from being this other person who doesn't have your responsibilities and has few of his/her own as the persona stays a bit twodimensional. But it is a play of some sorts. Is why I don't hang about with other trannies much when in role cause it makes you go real and it's the actors talking and not the role. Nothing wrong with that but it doesn't have the excitement of being totally immersed in the role as that's hard when talking shop amongst eachother. - sorta takes the sting out of the illusion.............The movie is everything(lol) Mr. Demille?
