Saturday, July 29, 2017

Bobbi Marie: How to proceed..........?

When mother discussed her new plans for Bobbi's future and how to acomplish them(especially overcoming Bobbi's reservations towards an eventual mature admirer) with Lady Fenton who actually has a degree in behavioural psychology, she had this to say:

The base of what we're trying to accomplish is this: When in company Bobbi Marie MUST ALWAYS be acutely conscious and aware of the effect she is having on the men in her presence. Consequently she must also learn to be conscious of what some of her actions, poses and movements will do to them. For women this is an uncommon skill but former boys have a little advantage here. As even when they have changed quite a bit, not long ago they were adolescent boys who knew very well what the sort of young miss they were now portraying would do to them. They have probably had those reactions themselves seeing their new me in the mirror. Just like deep inside they knew very well what the effect would be when they crossed their perfectly smooth nyloned legs with her incredible stiletto heels in a certain provocative manner. And what about a naughty smile.(you CAN practice them in the mirror). The ones who had the crossdressing bug to begin with were probably motivated by very similar emotions already(the concept of being seduced by the girl in the mirror is quite common in (initially)heterosexually motivated transvestites).They just have to learn to revell in the role of the seductress too, realizing the effect the mirror girl has on himself also works on other boys and especially grown men.
The basics for Bobbi's succes are thus very much there, we just have to make our precious little lady much more conscious of them and make him realize how excing and rewarding being desireable and desired can be. She must learn to recognize(and love) the lustfull looks and stares and all other signs(yes, even bulging pants) that men and boys who lust after her may show.
Once we have these concepts firmly anchored in Bobbi's psyche, together with the fetish and sensual aspects of his conversion he will eventually blossom into a total and complete doll, every man and boy's wet dream. And she will revell in her newfound divalike status too, because it feels soooo good. Behavioural enhancements just always work better if there is some sort of effective reward. So to conclude my advice, i think that Bobbi, through his predisposition and the medication we've already been given her to make her more responsive and obedient, will respond very well to a few sessions with a professional fully reciprocal and obliging hypnotherapist (a certain Lady F. comes to mind) to firmly anchor the forementioned concepts in her pliable subconscious mind.
When in company Bobbi Marie MUST ALWAYS be acutely conscious and aware of the effect she is having on the men in her presence.

(OOOOoops, i think i've accidentally been smart again and unravelled the whole transvestite thing.......You probably owe me the costs of a shrink now!)

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Lovely Bobbi Marie: A photoshoot and more.....

This somewhat mischievous mother has really enjoyed Bobbi's little practice date. It's absolutely delightfull to see how his underlying reluctance to participate in my little schemes loses out again and again against the wonderfull new feelings and affectations i'm forcing upon him. Bobbi Marie did so well and showed so much enthousiasm at the kissing and making out part that her "boyfriend" actually looked kinda dazed when his mother finally picked him up. Bobbi's old self is still in there somewhere of course but that side of my little lady has absolutely no chance of surfacing as long as i keep rewarding my sweet susceptible Bobbi Marie with new sensual and erotic sensations and adventures. The practice dates are perfect excuse to do this, i think i'll make her sit on the boys lap next time, wiggeling her sexy satincovered bum on the poor adolescent's already straining genitals..........
But the fun won't stop at that of course. After talking to Lady Fenton and hearing all about 'her' machinations with Georgina, i think it would actually be a complete turn-on to watch my precious feminized darling being groped and even manhandled by a masculine much older admirer. The whole idea excites me to no end. My precious effeminate may even shed one or two tears in the process but that would make his eventual compliant surrender and resignation even more satisfying. To first see him squirm and protest a bit and to then eventually see him willingly give in to his/her receptive girlish nature up to a point where my little lady actually seems to be in extace over the rather aggressive avances of her ardent manly admirer. Mommy may actually wet her own pretty panties in the process

Mommy had also organised a lovely photoshoot this week with our precious Bobbi Marie all glammed up and looking extremely sexy and alluring in an  exquisite satin gown. She looked of course absolutely gorgeous again and our little debutante actually shivered at the touch and contact with the sensuous silky materials on her delicate frail body.
What Bobbi hadn't been told yet was that the pictures were not only for her little private blog as with some help from Lady Fenton and her delightfull Protégé Georgina, mother has also gotten Bobbi her own webpage with a very exclusive up-market datingsite.  It will go online in a few weeks time after my sweetheart has graduated from dating-class. Precious little Bobbi Marie is going to be VERY VERY popular.................


Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Bobbi Marie: the boyfriend lessons.

Within weeks of mother's "takeover" i had almost completely reconciled myself with my new situation and really started to enjoy mothers machinations as the now awfully pretty and glamorous girl in the mirror had strongly re-awakened the very sexual-erotic feelings that had driven me to dress up to begin with. And then there were the sensual feelings my new clothes themself provided, the feel of silks and satins on my teenage body, the restrictiveness , the heels, the stockings. It was still a bit confusing but also extremely exciting. Of course mother encouraged and stimulated these feelings. And she didn't stop at the clothes, it was deportment lessons, speech lessons, ettiquette and what she called girl lessons in which i was actually taught how to think as a girl by reading certain very feminine romantic books and magazines, imagining myself in the role of the main character. Needless to say i was a very responsive subject. I was now a girl all of the time when i was at home.
By now i was almost completely brainwashed and mother loved it. The partyfrocks had become classy designer cocktaildresses and promgowns and the heels had gone from 3 to 5 inch. The undies had gone from girly to stunningly glamourous and sexy. At that time mother also decided that i had to learn about boys.
That meant mother would seek out boys who were usually shy sons of her ladyfriends who needed a bit of help meeting girls by themselves. When one of these boys seemed sufficiently interested and found her approval, she would blatantly invite him over and set up a sort of chaperoned date where i was glammed up completely, make-up, hairdo, wearing my sexiest eveninggown for my "boyfriend",who was usually an extremely shy and unexperienced young man who was totally intimidated and nervous at meeting a stunning sophisticated young lady like me. These evenings were spent teaching us youngsters how to behave on a date. This went from holding hands, him putting his arm around my waist an holding me to giving eachother furtive little kisses. Later in the evening we would learn to slowdance with mothers very specific instructions how to hold and caress eachother, look into eachother's eyes and behave as a couple in love in general. If this all went well we were back on the sofa for the final act of the evening. The deep sensual kissing and making out scene. If mother was convinced we were doing it right she would leave us alone for a while so we could practice being in love as she called it. By this time my conditioning and girl lessons had me reacting to the situation as any delicate sexually awakening teenage lady would. By now i was immerged so deeply into my new role that i actually loved every minute of it and moaned softly under my "boyfriend's" kisses and was actually almost starting to feel i was really falling in love with him.

Young master Geoffrey was a nephew of Lady Fenton and just seemed a perfect subject for Bobbi to practice her kissing technique on.........Mommy just cannot wait to see her feminized son in the arms of "her" "boyfriend"......

Saturday, July 15, 2017

And so it has started.....

I don't think you are ready for the actual thing yet but being admired and lusted after on the web will get you used to the attention a pretty girl like you will have to deal with once she's out there in the real world, my precious Bobbi Marie. For now you still have a lot of learning to do, like elegantly walking in those delicious 5 inch heels you are wearing and i have engaged someone to work on your speech and feminine vocabulary. We will also be working on your social and seductive skills. There is still a lot to be done but it will all be worth it in the end, darling.

Wednesday, July 12, 2017

Mother takes control......Bobbi Marie

My dear boy, in the light of certain recent events your wise and understanding mother has decided that there are going to be a few changes around here.. First thing is that you will stop living your little lie.. This way you will forever be dressing up in secret without any direction. It will only ever be a rather disgusting dirty secret. No son of mine is going to be a backroom pervert. But as i'm a reasonable person i've informed myself a bit and you obviously need to do this so your darling mother is going to see to it that you do it right. Let's be honest, i always knew you were never going to be much of a guy's guy anyway so this may be your actual destiny. You were never going to be a quarterback and as things stand now you probably have more chance dating or even marrying one....wether you like it or not. .Just accept that mommy has taken controll of your futile little game now. The summer holidays have started so nothing stands in the way of realizing the wonderfull plans your lovely mother has made for you. We are going to have so much fun.......

And don't tell me you don't want them to because i don't believe a word of it.. I've read your secret little blog where you openly admit you are fantasizing about being lusted after by boys and men, honey..........(and you'll have plenty of that before your darling mommy is ready with you.......)

Now get changed immediately and show mommy what a pretty girl you can be. I've done some shopping and i want you to put on the pretty red dress i've laid out for you, honey. Oh, and whenever you are dressed as a girl(which will be most of the time from now onwards), i will call you Bobbi Marie or just Bobbi....... It's such a pretty name for a lovely young lady......

"Bobbi Marie"

All you want is....

All you want is....